A POEM OF THE HEART

SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT HOW I CAN MAKE A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND IM SAYING WHAT EVER.REFLECTING BACK ON MY LIFE AS A KID YOU COULD NOT TELL ME NOTHING. IM OLDER NOW SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING.I WAS SO AFRAID OF WHO I MAY BECOME I LOCKED MY THOUGHTS UP IN MY MIND TO THE POINT I WANTED TO JUMP UP AND RUN.PEOPLE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I WOULD SMILE AND IT REALLY WAS AN UPSIDE DOWN FROWN.I WAS TAUGHT TO PLAY ALONG WITH THE GAME THEY CALL LIFE PLAYING RUSSIAN RULET WITH MY LIFE.I COULD NOT FIGHT SO I FOUGHT WITH MY MIND WHEN SOMEONE TRASHED ME I WAS TORN UP INSIDE.PEOPLE PRETEND TO CARE AND WHEN YOU WALK AWAY THEY WOULD LAUGH AND STARE WHAT KIND OF MESS IS THIS, ONE YOU SHOULD ADDRESS IS'NT IT.I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS MY ROLE ARE MY PART IN THIS GAME OF LIFE BUT I CAN TELL YOU I DON'T LIKE.BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY IT SMART A POEM OF THE HEART.