THE TEARS THAT I CRY

I do not know why I feel like I want to cry is it the fears that I face inside that makes me want to run and hide.I get so week that I can't wipe the tears from my eyes.I cry to release some of the pain if not it will drive me insane.A torture so strong within the lights of my soul a story to be told.Am I afraid of what I become hiding my reflection underneath the sun.As I wipe my eyes I can't tell you how many tears I cry.

A POEM OF THE HEART

SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT HOW I CAN MAKE A CHANGE FOR THE BETTER BUT IN THE BACK OF MY MIND IM SAYING WHAT EVER.REFLECTING BACK ON MY LIFE AS A KID YOU COULD NOT TELL ME NOTHING. IM OLDER NOW SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING.I WAS SO AFRAID OF WHO I MAY BECOME I LOCKED MY THOUGHTS UP IN MY MIND TO THE POINT I WANTED TO JUMP UP AND RUN.PEOPLE COULD NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I WOULD SMILE AND IT REALLY WAS AN UPSIDE DOWN FROWN.I WAS TAUGHT TO PLAY ALONG WITH THE GAME THEY CALL LIFE PLAYING RUSSIAN RULET WITH MY LIFE.I COULD NOT FIGHT SO I FOUGHT WITH MY MIND WHEN SOMEONE TRASHED ME I WAS TORN UP INSIDE.PEOPLE PRETEND TO CARE AND WHEN YOU WALK AWAY THEY WOULD LAUGH AND STARE WHAT KIND OF MESS IS THIS, ONE YOU SHOULD ADDRESS IS'NT IT.I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT IS MY ROLE ARE MY PART IN THIS GAME OF LIFE BUT I CAN TELL YOU I DON'T LIKE.BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO PLAY IT SMART A POEM OF THE HEART.

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CONFUSED WOMEN

women always complaining that they want a good man but when they get one they don't know how to treat them.They treat a good man bad and a bad man good.They say a good man is to weak for them and instead they go for the men who don't have nothing and do not want nothing.You are contradicting yourself you really need to examine yourself and figure out why you think you do not deserve a good man.Some women think if a man is not beating the mess out of them he does not love you or care.When a man treats you like a queen that you are or could be that's love.STOP!letting your insecurities interfere with what you deserve.If you do not know how to treat a good man learn let him teach you.because a man who has been a dog all his life like they say you can not teach a dog new tricks.Let him roam the yard until he find his mate someone like him dirty.Find someone who is going to complement you and tell you how beautiful you look and ask you how was your day.Someone who is going to help you with your bills.A man who is going to try to fix the problem not add to it.Stop dating men who just sit on there ass while you work.STOP!letting him eat up all your grocery you bought with your own money STOP!letting him rule over something someone else blessed you with.STOP making excuses for these men like they are babies you are not his mother neither are you his wife.Stop lending these no good men your cars and giving them your money.STOP!giving away your goodies to a man who really don't give a damn about you.Good men like goodies rich men love it aswell.What are you getting out of the deal sleeping with a man who suppose to be providing for you not the other way around.[WOMEN]get a grip on life and get a back bone and grow up.

SEEK YE FIRST THE KINGDOM OF GOD.

MATTHEWS6:33 says but seek ye first the kingdom of GOD,and all his righteousness;and all these things shall be added unto you.seek anything else first and all these things will be subtracted from you.we are GOD'S MOST PRECIOUS CREATION.He wants no failures and He makes no failures.His will for us is success in everything.without GOD we can do nothing we are like the living dead walking around in darkness neither knowing weather your coming are going.Our lives are molded by our thinking if we think positve we will recieve positive if we think negative we will recieve negative.As GOD children we believe and expect abundance and prosperity in our lives.because GOD said in EPHESIANS3:20 Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly above all we ask or think,according to the power-{OR ability of GOD}that worketh in us.GOD SAID ANYTHING THAT WE ASK FOR IN HIS NAME HE SHALL BRING IT TO PAST ALL WE HAVE TO do IS BELIEVE.and get clear and concerned on the things you want to come to past.no matter what it is believe GOD for the abundance which he promised.some people think how can I ask GOD for anything if I have been walking in sin all my life GOD does not blame us for nothing He said there is therefore now no comdemnation to them that love HIM.We can ask GOD for forgiveness and he thinks of it no more.WE have to start believing right and that's believing in GOD then you will find that the evil things that have been governing your life will soon fade away.Continue to believe until next time.

why men treat women like animals

Can you please tell me why men treat women like animals by calling them out of there name and making them do things that they know are wrong.women are so mislead and screwed up in the mind thinking that if they submitt to there men he would love them and think that they are good
women. No!he thinks you are a fool because a real woman would no let a man dominate her.stop catering to a man that do not want you and start loving yourself.Stop letting a man beat on you and your kids if a man doesn't want you I know he does not care about your kids.when a man get around his family and friends and call you everything but a child of god it is time to go and when he cusses you out and disrespects your family and tries to isolate you from the ones you love it is time for you to go.If he is cheating on you with one of your friends are relatives or someone you do not know it is time to go.he does not have no remorse on how you feel and do not give a damn run while you can regain your dignity because a man needs you as much as you need him.he only can treat you the way you allow him to set standards and morales for youself.Then a man will see you are not that type of women to mess with.try it please try it.DO NOT GIVE IN

wanting to belong

This is for all the young boys and girls who are out there trying to find them somewhere to belong by joining gangs hanging with the wrong crowd.wearing baggy pants girls wearing revealing clothing trying to mimic the way the world say dress and act in order for them to like you and except you.Trying to pretend asthough they are tough when they really need a hug.gangs only try to recruit kids who are from poverty families that parents are doing the best they can to keep food in there mouths and a roof on their heads.gang members try to sell our kids dreams that they will be protected and that they are in some brotherhood organization they want them to believe that they are loved and cared for it is nothing but lies.In order for you to be apart of this group you have to be beaten in that is not love that is an act of abuse.What if you get seriously hurt do you think your OG is going to come see you in the hospital with tears and prayers. NO! but your family will.gang members are cowards who are afraid to face life and people so he gets his soilders are flunkies to go out there for him and get wounded while he sits back and hide.Children listen to your parents because they are the ones who truly love you and will make sure you are cared for and protected and will go to battle with you not hide while you are wounded and shoot down like an animal.now that is love.There is no love than the love of your family and you can believe that. children everyday are trying to prove themselves by shooting his own people and thinking he has done a good deed for his leader not realizing he has destroyed a family in the process.Put yourself in his shoes could you imagine your mom hurt full of rage because someone has shot her baby.girls and boys go to school and make your parents proud and watch those same people who tried to destroy your life they will be the ones who will be asking for your forgiveness.

strugglin single moms

This is for all the single mothers that are going threw hard times to support there children and they are not getting any help are support from the absent parent.It seems like the absent parent just got up and left and didn't even look back and said the hell with yall.I know how it feel to be raising kids on your own and being told that he does not have any money to help you.I know how it feels when you have depended on someone so long that you do not know how to stand on your own two feet.I was with a man who asked me to have a child by him and then when my child was three he decided he wanted to leave and sow his wild oaks he left me with nothing but my son. I had to fend for myself it was so hard to raise a kid by myself when I did not have a family that was willing to help me.I was homeless with my son while he was with another girl helping her and acting asthough his son are I didn't exist.I cried and prayed that God would deliver me.I felt like I could have did all I could to make him stay I just could not understand why me what did I do wrong my family tried to tell me but like they say love is blind.I see that I have to face reality and be strong for my son.I would talk with GOD and ask him to send someone that I could talk to when I felt like giving up and he sent me my best friend and sister who told me to love myself and showed me threw her relationships this how a man is suppose to treat you and I start to love myself from the inside out and people started to help me and the absent parent started to see that I didn't need him to do nothing for me and he saw I was not that same little wimpy person he could use and abuse.I don't want my son to see a woman who was broken by a man insecurities.I want him to see a strong woman who was mended by loving me.

teenage rebellion

There are alot of children suffering from a lack of self- esteem and peer pressure and do not really know how to handle the pressures of this world and do not know were to turn.We as parents really need to spend time with our children and see what is going on in there lives.ask questions, talk to them let them know you care because if you don't grab a firm hold on your kids this world will and you don't want that.kids act out because they are hurting crying out for help.they are looking to belong to be excepted to be loved acknowledged you have to believe for you children encourage them that it is okay to be yourself its ok to make mistakes you have a family who is willing to fight for you.You continue to build them up tell them by repetition GOD made them and designed them in the image of him and he makes no mistakes. I tell my children everyday that they are wondreful kids and that they are the best and I pray with them before we start our day. continued to encourged them and believed and they will eventually change cause your teaching them to love themselves not cause you said so but GOD said so.Try these three steps. inquire about there day listen to what they have to say and encourage them.